Here’s to New Beginnings… I may need some guidance!

I am starting this page to get my ass in gear. I had the opportunity to take 7 weeks and focus entirely on myself (body, mind, and spirit). The things I learned were astounding… but now almost 2 months later, reality is very rapidly flooding my every vein. 

Back to the doubt, indifference, lack of motivation, loss of direction… All the things I worked so hard to undo are all coming back to me, and easily. Well, obviously… I mean I have lived 29 years feeling that way so I guess that trumps 7 weeks of positivity and enlightenment. 

How do I get out of this funk??? People tell me I’m just being lazy… I wish I were just being lazy. The truth is… I’m scared out of my mind! For the first time, on my own, I have to show the world what I am made of. The most ridiculous part of all of this is that I am made of a whole hell of a lot!

I am extremely creative, talented, business minded, driven (when I’m passionate about something), and know that I am going to be extremely successful at whatever it is that choses me (and I’m not even talking money).

I am scared to succeed because I almost feel like my talents are limitless and I don’t know where that could take me? It would take to amazing places!!! Why am I so damn terrified???

Maybe I feel like I don’t deserve this?

You Learn By Living

 You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, “I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.” You must do the thing you think you cannot do. Eleanor Roosevelt, activist You Learn by Livin

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